packing bags

today woke up at 530am only sleep for 3 hours. went out to eat and play com watch idaten jump and see some video than now posting. later going to pack bag now. intended to sleep at 9pm but douno whether will sleep anot. tomorrow suvival i now very scare cos got water confidence jump scare of the height and got shark:). hope that i will have a good trip and dont screw up everything. i will also force myself to enjoy even i does not enjoy.